Drapetomania(n)- an overwhelming urge to run away.
Everyone has a chapter they won’t or can’t read out loud. Running away could mean many things. Whether it's to escape the marcid reality they've been put in or, for even a moment, have a place where they can scream loud enough that their tears fall down their face in relief. Some people run away to find their “Raison D’etre” and I envy them, for someone who hates existing finding a reason too is orphic. Running away serves as a nepenthe to many, including myself. To be freed from the monachopsis feelings that enslaves me and entices my dysania, to be in such a state of bliss..would be fogein to me. An escapist that feels so euphoric by kenopsia that it leaves them careless. Drapetomania- derived in the slave days and was used to describe the "disease" in which the symptoms were "a slave that was addicted to attempting escape or escaping slavery”.
