Showing posts with label Poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poems. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 6, 2024

Between Pages

 The clock ticks soft in borrowed halls,

Where dreams once whispered through these walls.
Notes and needles, bones and breath—
A thousand steps from life to death.

I used to write beneath the moon,
With hands ink-stained and thoughts in bloom.
But silence crept into my days,
And time began to slip away.

Friends I loved now scatter wide,
Chasing stars and truths we tried.
The club we made with hearts so bold,
Now paused beneath the dust and fold.

Brooke is light in motion still,
With hands that bend the world to will.
She speaks in codes and silver skies—
Google found its flame in her eyes.

And I? I chase a different flame,
White coats, cold rooms, the weight of names.
A healer's path, a sacred ache,
To hold what's breaking, mend what's fake.

I fear the blur of every hour,
The loss of ink, of dreams, of power.
But I will write when shadows part,
In scraps of breath, in bits of heart.

For though the time grows thin and fast,
These words, like ghosts, are built to last.
And when the world forgets my voice—
This quiet page will be my choice.

Friday, May 13, 2022

Some nights are colder than others.

 Some nights are colder than others but not in the way that you think. The shiver of my heart is more rapid than the shiver of my teeth and when the chills run up my spine I dont think to wrap up in the embrace of something warm, instead I sit and hope the air runs past me. The rain tapping on my glass window only mimics the storm in my head drowning every incandescent thought to be shown. As I sit by my bedroom window, the tears of someone who fears what they don't know is a person who fears everything. The cold, the rain, the warmth, the affection, the overwhelming emotions they were never introduced to. Some nights are colder than others, unfortunately.

Friday, April 22, 2022

Embrace Me

 With your smile and your eyes

I can't help but be mesmerized

Warm Embrace, Your voice so sweet

Wickedly gorgeous

Looks too compelling to compete

The radiation of personality seeping off of you like honey nectar

Cuddles on the couch are fun but kissing would be better

A million miles away

I'd wish upon a star

That one day 

You wouldn't be so far




Wednesday, October 13, 2021

Drapetomania

 Drapetomania(n)- an overwhelming urge to run away.

Everyone has a chapter they won’t or can’t read out loud. Running away could mean many things. Whether it's to escape the marcid reality they've been put in or, for even a moment, have a place where they can scream loud enough that their tears fall down their face in relief. Some people run away to find their “Raison D’etre” and I envy them, for someone who hates existing finding a reason too is orphic. Running away serves as a nepenthe to many, including myself. To be freed from the monachopsis feelings that enslaves me and entices my dysania, to be in such a state of bliss..would be fogein to me. An escapist that feels so euphoric by kenopsia that it leaves them careless. Drapetomania- derived in the slave days and was used to describe the "disease" in which the symptoms were "a slave that was addicted to attempting escape or escaping slavery”.


The Final Stretch and the Quiet Between

 I know it’s been a while—way too long—and for that, I owe you an apology. Things have been chaotic lately. Between finishing up my combined...