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Dreams #2

I figured I'd explain who "He" is. Though I don't quiet understand who he is myself, I'll try my best to explain.

The Practitioner, that's what he goes by. I don't know his or it's name. I say he because It appears masculine, figure and voice tell it all. He's odd to understand. His way of helping is hurting. Though he's aware that he's inflicting pain whether it be mentally or physically, he believes that it's the only way to help. He enjoys hurting people, and the people he hurts enjoy it too, which is why they always come back to him. Implying he has other patients is alarming because Isn't it my dream? Who else could you be "helping" if not only me? In that case I'd have to assume that maybe it's my mind making it up or he isn't a dream, and there are others..Anyways. The last time I saw him, we didn't conversate. He simply said, "I see you've returned." As if I'm imagining him willingly, if I'm 'imagining" at all. His hand grazed my skin and it felt so comforting to watch it melt. To feel the sting, like hot grease being poured on to me. I couldn't help but smile, I think it was a smile. The only thing that assures me that these are dreams is the fact I slowly forget them just as quickly as any other. That I'm glad, frankly I don't want to remember.

 

Dreams #1

 I've been having those dreams

I thought it'll never get this bad again

To the point where I start seeing him.

Just before I wake he grabs me

And as soon as he does my skin starts burning 

Melting onto the ground in slices

I never say a word though 

No reaction but a smile

Because it feels nice

To hurt

In the dreams of course

I wonder how it would feel if it were real.

I don't know if they're dreams or not anymore.

Surely it can't be real? 

I wake up with no scars so it can't be real.

There's no way in hell he exists.

It's not real. 

None of it is real.

Welcome Home

 Recovery Of a 70’s Kid Show

Welcome home is a website revolving around recovering a popular children's show from the 70’s that mysteriously got canceled. The show revolves around a yellow puppet named Wally Darling and his 9 Neighbors that ‘lived’ in a place called The Neighborhood. However it doesn't seem like the eyes behind welcome home are very welcoming. Brooke and Patyon did some digging into this unfiction story and boy does it have a kick. They were expecting it to be similar to DHMIS(Don't Hug Me I'm Scared) however its two completely different concepts. 

Needlem0use

 Sonic Exe Project 

Needlemouse is a project revolving around a girl named Sarah seeking revenge on her killers who were once her friends. Payton and Nox really loved this story and really wanted to include this in the investigation. We suggest you check out the series for yourself, wouldn’t want to spoil the plot here. Sarah, later known as Needlem0use, is the titular main antagonist of the analog horror series Needlem0use.

Drabble

 I remember when things were fine. I would walk to my favorite cafe around 1 AM sitting in the back booth, ordering an iced caramel mocha, and have my music play. I would blissfully 

I watched customers come in and out and how the stars disappeared from the sky as it got late. Everything was so simple, so calming. I remember walking back home, I remember the jeans I had on, I remember how the gravel felt against the souls of my shoes, I remember how I smiled at the stupidest video on my phone. I remember when things were fine, until it wasn't. I remember the tears streaming down my face, I remember how the blood stained my palms and the brown carpet beneath me, I remember frantically looking for a phone while hyperventilating, I remember the sight of two corpses in my parents bedroom

Update

 

I'm going to start noting my dreams and dissociative moments (daydreaming ig). The amount of Deja Vu I've been feeling is sickening. Hopefully this isn't a manic episode of mine because I'm too tired.